Monday, February 3, 2014

Well that's Depressing: A Checklist for Parents of Teens

Last week was back-to-school night at Ian's high school (they have block scheduling, which means classes change halfway through the year). Back-to-school night is like a high school flashback for the parents. Well, for me, anyway. I check out the cute guys what the other girls are wearing and regret my choice. I go to classes and wonder if that mom would get a better grade than me. Sometimes I have the classic anxiety dream the night before. The one where I have an exam and haven't been to class for months. Sometimes I show up naked.

This particular back-to-school night was made that much more upsetting interesting by the presence of a helpful handout. In addition to the schedule for the evening, this brochure included guilt inducing parenting mandates advice. Along with "Tips for Healthy Teens" there were "Keys to Being a Hands-On Parent," published by the National Center on Addiction and Substance Abuse. In neither category did I score my usual an A. I don't think I even pulled out a B. Under tips for healthy teens:

  • Enough sleep? No. 
  • Breakfast? Abby, occasionally. Ian, rarely. 
  • Hand washing to kill germs? Um. Well. I think one of them does that. Not coincidentally, it's the child who doesn't get sick as often.

As depressing as my results were in the health category, I felt even worse about my parenting skills when I got to the anti-addiction/substance abuse guidelines. Based on my score, it seems my kids are destined for "at-risk behaviors." My failures lie in:
    • Not monitoring what they watch on television.
    • Not monitoring what they do on the internet.
    • Not putting restrictions on the music they buy.
    • Not having an adult present when they arrive home from school.
    • Not eating dinner with them (that would require feeding them - see #7 below)
On the positive side, I'm relatively sure:
    • I know where they are after school and on weekends. And I think they're telling me the truth about their whereabouts.
    • I'm aware of their academic performance. Yes, I definitely have that under control.
    • I'm making my values clear to them. They just have to remember to do as I say, not as I do.
    • There's no television watching during dinner. That's the only advantage of having just one TV in the house.
    • I've assigned them regular chores. I know that I've asked. Whether they do them when I ask is a whole other thing. 
Did this helpful brochure end on an up note? Did it soften the blow with an amusing or empathetic quote that reminded me how none of us is perfect, and that it takes a village, yada, yada, yada? No. What followed was a list of upcoming school events. None of which I was aware of and none that I'm interested in attending or volunteering for. I'm feeling really good about myself right now.



Since I'm already raw and exposed, I may as well add these 10 confessions, addressed to my wonderful teenagers:
  1. When you're helpful, pleasant, and nice to your sibling, I can't help but wonder what you want or what you've done.
  2. There are times I look forward to the day you leave for college, just so I can clean your room and it will stay that way for more than 24-hours.
  3. I have no idea which parts of your life I'm still supposed to be actively involved in. Should I be nagging you about your school work, or save my breath for the bigger stuff? 
  4. Speaking of the big stuff, I have a lot riding on your ability to drive. That's the day I will be free to fulfill my dreams of community theater stardom, attend best-selling author book readings, and take a class. I probably won't do any of that, but I won't have you as an excuse if I don't.
  5. I'm scared to death at the thought of you driving. You know it's not like Grand Theft Auto, right?
  6. Someone should invent an app that senses your mood (a modern day mood ring) and communicates those findings electronically so I know what to expect before I get home from work.
  7. I live in a constant state of uncertainty as to how much to provide for you. You demand regular feedings and clean clothes, which is a drag, but do you really need a Spanish class trip to Costa Rica?
  8. I haven't known the names of your teachers since you left elementary school. I just feel good when I know what classes you're taking. I hate back-to-school night when they imply I should know about your big writing assignment or end-of-the-semester project. Not sure who's to blame. You for not telling me anything, or me for failing to ask.
  9. Speaking of your classwork, I know that you know that I haven't known how to help you with your math homework since 2nd grade. So stop asking. 
  10. While I will enjoy your room being free of dirty dishes, dirty clothes, and toxic spills, I won't enjoy not having you here (that's a double negative, isn't it?). To be honest, as far as teenagers go, you're pretty awesome. 
Do you have your own confessions to share? Poor parenting loves company!

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